Archive for September, 2008

September 28th, 2008

I’m a good person.

Nobody removes the stitches

I have the clasp that holds the whole foundation together

But I know that with time, the light will come out

To beam down on all

I took out all the paste to see what it would look like inside

I stared out at the sky and imagined someone coming to rescue us

But I know that I can make it

As I sit in the middle of the see-saw trying to keep it steady

I see those shining eyes staring at me

I slowly move towards one end of the see-saw as you come onto the other side

Nobody says the time

A car comes from Philly but it feels idealized

Beneath lays the energy that will carry us to that place

Is the question on your mind

I’m not scared of letting myself shine

So for now, it will be about me

The energy moves me, causes my foot to tap, my head to bop, my eyes to shut, my hands to conduct, my mind to wander, my everything to move

I see those shining eyes staring at me

Idealized, almost faint imaginations scroll on that screen

As the magic appears just behind it

I know

I know

The light will come out

-Marian

September 24th, 2008

Whisper of the Windows – coming out in 2010 (18 tracks!)

Windows has so many error sounds (amongst others) that a well-crafted song was created.  Amazing.  Definitely check this out.

September 21st, 2008

I’m a Lady

Santogold – I’m a Lady

Basically, I’m cheap, but I spend a lot.  I complain about spending because it’s hard to see my money just flee from my account.  I’m cheap because I’m a college student, most of my money this summer went towards my Kaplan course, my flight to Seattle, and rent for the upcoming school year.

Well, the hell with money.

It’s separating me from how I want to react in certain situations.  Money smoneeey.

Money might not buy happiness, but it buys a better time.

THINGS THAT I WANT:

  • watch
  • black boots for dresses (uggs)
  • dresses from nordstrom, gap, american apparrel, macy’s
  • tea from adagio (either the iced tea sort or regular0
  • acoustic guitar with all the how-to books out there
  • new work-out gear with small fanny pack (and yes i did say fanny pack)
  • flight to boston
  • unlimited, chauffeured rides to Philly
  • SEE BODIES — fuck yes
  • SEE GIRLTALK in october (although already sold out – boohoo)
  • SEE AVENUE Q and WICKED
  • take an improv class (need to buy time for this)
  • learn more about the performing arts (doesn’t cost money, but the shows do)
  • a really nice camera (the kind that lets you focus on a fast moving object against a blurred background)
  • a personal tutor on how to use photoshop
  • sushi making tools
  • LASIK for my blind eyes

THANKS

September 20th, 2008

Oosah

I’m particuarly attracted to the amount of languages to choose from.

September 16th, 2008

Expectations

Watching them play their roles as they stand strongly portraying their characters, I stand back to look upon my life with that same view.  As I watch myself, I start to notice not myself, but the others’ around me.  Not in the sense that what I’m doing should be disregarded, but what I notice are my effects upon others.’  The reactions, the eye contact, and most importantly, the return of kindness.  Respect and appreciation are by far the most important aspects of friendship that would be wanted expected by the other.  How is anything that you do for another person considered great without the return of favor?  Even if it’s just a smile or just a sit with me.

To prevent myself from being ambiguous, I speak about the aspects of a persons work that are not spoken about.  Automatically, the work was shoved towards his hands without any acknowledgement of his time, time restrains or his time commitment to the organization.  I want to make a promise to myself that wherever I am and whatever I do in the future, that I take the time to appreciate what other people do.

September 15th, 2008

Chimerical

Man, I LOVE all of James Horner’s soundtracks, with a passion.  Especially the song, A Kaleidoscope of Mathematics.

Songs like these make everything feel at peace.

When I listen to his songs, my imagination goes wild, so that it feels as if I’m wandering through some sort of magical land as in Peter Pan, Wonka’s Chocolate Factory or Belle’s beautiful library in Beauty and the Beast.

September 15th, 2008

Bear with me now…

Excuse me because I’m about to rant…

Applications for about 6 schools that I’m applying to are due on October 1st.  I wish I had asked for recommendations a lot earlier because I’m STUCK.   Two of my references haven’t submitted their letter, and I don’t have much choice, but to wait.  Now for one of them it would have been difficult ANYWAYS because she was on vacation when I asked her over the summer.  As for the other, it was entirely my fault for not asking in August.  I really hate to say that I was unprepared because I’ve been very prepared!  BUT It’s my responsibility if my references don’t submit early enough.  This makes me very nervous because the one school that I’m pretty passionate about attending has its application due on Oct 1st.  Although, I’m sure each reference will have their letter in by the deadline, I just wish that all my applications were IN 2 weeks before the deadline.  I really dislike being near the deadline for anything.

The more I talk about graduate school, the more people question what I’m doing after my senior year, the more I check my online application and see that the 2/3 references haven’t submitted, the more I see that this is what I want to do, the more I get nervous and excited.

Nervous because of the date my application will be in…and

Excited that I might be doing something that I confidently know I want to become.

September 13th, 2008

The one about the fitness

I’ve been involved in more fitness-related activities lately, which I believe has relieved a lot of my mental and physical stress.  No longer am I staying up thinking about Graduate schools, but instead falling asleep rather timely…sometimes faster then I can set an alarm.  So what exactly have I been doing that has made me sore in places that haven’t been since freshman year?  UMM two words.  Boxing bootcamp.  When you’re tired, you keep going.  When you’re sore, you stretch and come back and get right back to an all-body workout.  I’m trying to interchange working out at the gym with something more enjoyable and fun, aka fitness classes.  My goal of working out is to be fit enough to run a 3 or 5K race by the end of this semester.  I also want to be strong enough to hull myself onto a tube in the middle of any body of water because a) I don’t have the arm strength and b) Kicking is tiresome.

Boating at Grassymead Farm

Boating at Grassymead Farm

A great website for looking up races in Maryland, Virgina, and D.C. is Racepacket Event Calendar.  Eventually, I’ll choose a race, so I’ll keep you all updated.  :)

This upcoming week, my plan is to try out BodyWedge 21 for core training, Zumba, and Cardioboxing.  So the reason why boxing bootcamp was great is because not only did we box, but we learned how to defend ourselves against others.’  SO BEWARE, I MIGHT KICK YOUR ASS.  OKAY, maybe we just learned the roundhouse kick and how to punch properly, but hey those are important to know how to do right.

Since we’re on this topic of fitness, lets talk about healthy decisions on eating.  Eating healthy can be difficult when food is so expensive.  Everything healthy is 10x more expensive than the generic and sweet-filled containers of love at the grocery store.  AND YES I HAVE A SWEET TOOTH.  So what have I done?  lol Not much, but I have plans.  I’m trying to drink tea on a regular basis, since it wakes me up, and suppresses my appetite in the morning at the wee hours of 7-8 am.  (A time in which I’m not hungry, but my stomach decides to make foolish noises to alert the world that I’m a starving child)  Also, sandwiches seems like a great idea for making the good health decision, but not when the bread goes bad.  WHICH IS TERRIBLE BECAUSE I BUY THE EXPENSIVE HEALTH BREAD.  So how do you fix this?  FREEZE IT!  Freezing food is the greatest solution in keeping food still edible.

My usage of capital letters and exclamation points is making me think of Gary Vaynerchuck, whom I sort of have a love/hate view upon right now.   I love learning about his thoughts on various wines because it has motivated me to explore various name brands.  (I think I’ve finally decided on one to purchase. I’ve waited on buying wine because I want to buy one that’s relatively expensive/good for a liquid.)  I also love his enthusiasm, he’s the type of guy who would grab peoples’ attention, which I admire because it’s not as easy as it seems.  Now for the hate part…I really dislike that he advertises for his brothers’ site on twitter.  Constantly, there are links telling you to try out the site.  This form of advertisement, although effective, is annoying, especially on a social network where people are suppose to update on what they’re doing.

I’m taking a day off from any sort of fitness today due to my long morning with various kids who couldn’t control themselves.  I was tackled today.  That’s all I’ll say on that…time to get some homework done!

Ciao!

September 9th, 2008

LOVE this song

Sex On Fire by Kings of Leon

*Why can’t I post the actual video to my entry?  WTF? Did wordpress remove that option from all accounts?   More investigative work will be done tomorrow.

September 2nd, 2008

First Day

I don’t have much time to write tonight, but I want to summarize today as awesome.  It’s amazing how a school of 25,000 students and 13 colleges could feel smaller than it has ever felt to me.  It was a good feeling, a feeling that I’ve craved for since Freshman year.  Although it felt right at other times, today felt JUST RIGHT.

Here’s to being a senior!

Cheers.