Archive for ‘Life’

August 25th, 2010

Imagine life is a game in which you are juggling five balls. The balls are called work, family, health, friends and integrity. And you’re keeping all of them in the air. But one day you finally come to understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. The other four balls- family, health, friends, integrity- are made of glass. If you drop one of these, it will be irrevocably scuffed, nicked, perhaps even shattered. And once you truly understand the lesson of the five balls, you will have the beginnings of balance in your life.

-Suzanne’s Diary for Nicholas by James Patterson

I read the entire book on the subway today. The excerpt above is something to remember.

August 23rd, 2010

Jeff Bezos Princeton Commencement Speech

We Are What We Choose

What I want to talk to you about today is the difference between gifts and choices. Cleverness is a gift, kindness is a choice. Gifts are easy — they’re given after all. Choices can be hard. You can seduce yourself with your gifts if you’re not careful, and if you do, it’ll probably be to the detriment of your choices.

I was working at a financial firm in New York City with a bunch of very smart people, and I had a brilliant boss that I much admired. I went to my boss and told him I wanted to start a company selling books on the Internet. He took me on a long walk in Central Park, listened carefully to me, and finally said, “That sounds like a really good idea, but it would be an even better idea for someone who didn’t already have a good job.” That logic made some sense to me, and he convinced me to think about it for 48 hours before making a final decision. Seen in that light, it really was a difficult choice, but ultimately, I decided I had to give it a shot. I didn’t think I’d regret trying and failing. And I suspected I would always be haunted by a decision to not try at all. After much consideration, I took the less safe path to follow my passion, and I’m proud of that choice.

Tomorrow, in a very real sense, your life — the life you author from scratch on your own — begins.
How will you use your gifts? What choices will you make?
Will inertia be your guide, or will you follow your passions?
Will you follow dogma, or will you be original?
Will you choose a life of ease, or a life of service and adventure?
Will you wilt under criticism, or will you follow your convictions?
Will you bluff it out when you’re wrong, or will you apologize?
Will you guard your heart against rejection, or will you act when you fall in love?
Will you play it safe, or will you be a little bit swashbuckling?
When it’s tough, will you give up, or will you be relentless?
Will you be a cynic, or will you be a builder?
Will you be clever at the expense of others, or will you be kind?

I will hazard a prediction. When you are 80 years old, and in a quiet moment of reflection narrating for only yourself the most personal version of your life story, the telling that will be most compact and meaningful will be the series of choices you have made. In the end, we are our choices. Build yourself a great story. Thank you and good luck!

-Jeff Bezos (founder of Amazon)

(taken from Julia Allison’s site)

We often know the right decision, but so many times we don’t go 100% and fall short of our goal. Motivational speakers always have one aim…and the last sentence of his speech sums it up quite nicely.

August 22nd, 2010

coffee and the sounds of music

While I was at a coffee shop this morning, the barista started playing the piano.  OMG. I can’t even begin to explain how beautifully he played.  He incorporated all types of musical techniques from decrescendos, fortes, glissandos and all the other –endos in music.  I actually stopped working and just listened.  It was like a private performance that I just so happened to be seated for…in fact I was on the coach just facing the piano with my perfect glass of iced coffee.  Aw the little surprises of life…love them.

August 22nd, 2010

organizing.

Today, I went to church for the first time since the last big holiday or the one before the last.  I’m a seasonal go-er, which I’m almost embarrassed to admit. Being at this church brought back memories of being in a close organization.  Sure, I have my class.  But I miss.  I miss…DEM.  We did so much together and gave a lot to the community.  Joining this organization in college was one of the best decisions I EVER made. No wonder Derek joined the dodge ball team and became more involved with the blues community in Boston.   No wonder there is so many networking meet-up groups and social sports clubs.  I’m hoping to get involved in volunteering again with KEEN or taking hip-hop dance lessons.  So I’m not all talk, I’ve been on exploration mode all week.  I checked out Flushing Meadows/Corona Park…hung out with some good friends on Friday…checked out the neighborhood for fitness centers…became tired and ate some of the best Chinese food in Queens…worked out…and made plans for some future concerts.  (Amber Rubarth and Katie Todd if any of you are interested!) It may sound like I did more planning than anything, but I’m ready and have the time to do more things.  (Finally!)

April 27th, 2010

Oh this is not the way it should end, it’s the way it should begin.

It’s stories like the one below that make my heart hurt.  They make me want to do everything possible to help other’s.  It makes me love my life more.  (I almost feel selfish)  It helps me see the light in my own life when there’s relative fog or drizzle.  It helps me believe that people can give, give, give because they truly care…

Dying UVic student receives degree from hospital bed

By Katie Derosa, Times Colonist

There are a lot of things Eva Markvoort wanted to do before she dies. Despite her failing health, the University of Victoria student, who has cystic fibrosis, wanted to finish her bachelor degree. In the end, it proved impossible.

On Wednesday, however, the 25-year-old theatre student received her fine arts degree from her hospital bed at Vancouver General Hospital, as faculty members scrambled to get it to her before it was too late.

Markvoort, who is from New Westminster, became too ill to continue at UVic in January 2007. While she repeatedly tried to finish the two electives she needed, her illness left her too weak.

“She was almost there but not quite,” said her father, Bill Markvoort. “So for the university to give her a full degree with distinction was such a beautiful thing.”

In October 2007, Markvoort, who wanted to be an actress, underwent a double lung transplant but is now in chronic rejection. She’s been in hospital for the last month, Bill Markvoort said, and there’s nothing the doctors can do but ease her pain.

Her sister, Annie, a third-year science and geography student, told her biology professor, David Creasey, about her sister’s failing health on Tuesday. Creasey got the ball rolling and several faculty members helped move along a typically bureaucratic process in a matter of 24 hours.

By Wednesday evening, Markvoort was proudly holding a framed copy of her bachelor’s degree.

“It’s not just the piece of paper — it’s that a bunch of people went to that effort on her behalf,” her father said. “I was astounded.”

The degree now hangs on the wall of her hospital room, along with letters and cards sent from people across the world.

An award-winning documentary, 65_RedRoses, that documented her fight with cystic fibrosis, and her blog of the same name have earned Markvoort an international following.

Markvoort spent her life trying to raise awareness about the disease and encouraging people to become organ donors.

Last week, the Canadian Cystic Fibrosis Foundation awarded her the Doug Summerhayes award, recognizing her commitment to the cause.

Jan Wood, a professor in the theatre department who taught Markvoort for four years, visited her student in hospital yesterday and said she was thrilled to get the degree. “She was an inspiration while she was [at UVic] and she’s still an inspiration,” Wood said. “We’re incredibly proud to have her as one of our alumni.

Wood said in her 14 years at the university, she’s never seen a degree expedited like this. “It’s very extraordinary but it matched Eva’s extraordinary personality.”

Read more: http://www.timescolonist.com/health/Dying+UVic+student+receives+degree+from+hospital/2624014/story.html#ixzz0gsjRoM6y

January 2nd, 2010

Reflection on 2009

So this isn’t a post about the future or the present…it’s a post about this past year. :)

2009

January – Helped plan a winter retreat with David!  Snowboarded for the first time!

April- May – After hearing that I had gotten into PA school, I completely switched around my spring semester.  I learned how to play classical guitar and practiced ballet.  Sadly no photos of either, but here’s a picture of Jason, Teresa, Steve and I right after we saw the ballet, Peter Pan.

March – Spring Break in Florida with David, Karen, Kevin, Holly, and Natasha!

April – May – Graduated from Maryland :)   Also headed a Relay for Life team. And saw Coldplay with Jason, Teresa, Rianne, and David!

June – The O.C. via convertible with some amazing people

June – August: Moved to Setauket, NY to start PA school – Started Gross Anatomy and an intro course over the summer!

August: Spent my first vacation from PA school in Boston with Derek.

September – Started my second semester of PA school and went to my first PA conference in Saratoga Springs, NY.

October – Studied a whole lot

November – Visited a few wineries on Long Island :)   Went to a hospital and did my first history+physical on a patient. Also, I celebrated 5 years with Derek!

December: Attempted to see Jude Law, but had dinner and Pinkberry with the roomies instead.  :)   Finals + Break (2 weeks!)

Goodbye 2009 and welcome 2010 :)

January 1st, 2010

2010

I purchased a book with that title 8 or 9 years ago.  It contained various sci-fi stories meant to toggle your perception of the future.   Tick marks on your wrist indicating your weight-loss attempts,  time machines, antique computers and phones… that’s all I really recall.  I always felt ungrounded when I read that book.  (which was on several occasions since the short stories were short)  So…where am I going with this?  Well, I’m not sure where this year or decade will take me, but I’m feeling ungrounded, lifted for what’s to come.  Although five days ago, I was sure I would have resolutions.  There won’t be any this year.  I’m happy.  I’ll just keep making that the status quo.  Anything above that?  Well those experiences and feelings are more than welcome.  :)

Here’s to 2010, the year of flying cars and time machines.

December 17th, 2009

Well hey, how have you been?

I have a friend who reads people’s auras. He sees all sorts of colors like green & red & purple. He says anyone can do it. All it takes is forgetting everything you think you know & just looking. I’ve tried it & even though I haven’t seen any colors yet, everyone I meet looks so beautiful when I stop knowing everything…, that it’s pretty hard to go back to the old way.
- Brian Andreas

October 22nd, 2009

Gaps

It’s honestly not very hard to miss home or my other life (aka before PA school)  I’m not going to complain though because I knew what I was getting myself into.  This is graduate school, no I mean it’s PA school.  I think both are very different sports.

As I sit here surrounded by books of every subject, I’ve become jealous of all those with the free time to read.  A lady to my right is discovering more about art, and the man in front of me is reading some sort of dictionary.  I’m going to make the extra effort to just read in my free time.  I even purchased books the other day, but honestly, it’s hard to pick them up…especially when I know I haven’t read for a class.  I’ll learn to work it in though.

Although as much as things do stay the same, many things haven’t.  (cliche sentence, but it can’t be better said)  I feel a growing gap, which I particularly blame on my new socially awkward-provoking lifestyle.  I’m boring.  All that I do is sleep, eat, study, and go to class.  I even take naps during lunch so I can catch up on my sleep.  I feel bad…terrible about this.  I don’t have much to talk about, other than school..and honestly nobody wants a physical exam or to hear about the reduction of postsynaptic actions of neurotransmittors.  I’ve become boring, and it makes me a little scared.

October 18th, 2009

To Be More Excited About Life

“The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes ‘Awww!’”

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