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July 17th, 2010

Wearing the white coat has brought me lots of respect.  I’ve received more greetings, discounts on food in the cafeteria, and most importantly, questions directed my way.  The questions are from patients who want answers because they BELIEVE I’m totally knowledgeable about their condition.  Within me, buried beneath piles of information that need to be sorted, there’s someone who knows the answer partially.  Of course I don’t know everything and I shouldn’t.  I’m an investigator and I use resources to figure out differentials to ultimately reach the diagnosis.  Once I see one case of right sided weakness or chest pain radiating to the left axilla, the questions, work-up, and treatment get easier.  One page gets filed.  One at a time.   Like a flip book.

Everyone in the hospital is different.  I find that knowledge means little without a good demeanor or personality.  Nobody wants someone speaking to them about a procedure and its consequences especially if there’s a possibility of death.  One pt asked me, after a healthcare provider finished speaking to her, “Could she have been more cold?”  Some people get into the groove of things and forget their bedside manner.  They speak, but they don’t quite understand the implications of their words.  My mom had her gallbladder removed a couple of years ago, and I was scared.  I did all the research I could on that little green bag of bile!  Even after all the research I still hoped that everything would be okay.  My thought process: the gallbladder emulsifies fat, it MUST be important!  Now that I know cholescystectomies are performed on a regular basis for many people with symptomatic gallbladders…it doesn’t seem so bad anymore.  But I have to always remember how I felt when my mother had the surgery… when her gallbladder was removed.  I felt what many pt’s and their families most likely feel.  THIS IS WHY there needs to be just ONE quality of care, not two.  That quality of care being: treat pt’s like they’re your family.  If your family member were in the hospital, you would be that patient’s number one advocate.  Do they need a bandaid?  You’d ask what size or type?  Do they need food since they haven’t eaten anything before their stress test?  You’d assure them why they’re npo, and let them know exactly when they’ll be eating.  If they needed a CT immediately, you would get a transporter to their room asap and then you’d follow up to make sure they arrived to the right place.

Healthcare isn’t even close to being perfect.  FAR FROM IT.  I’ve only been convinced of this fact over the past few weeks.  The chains need WD 40.  There needs to be less unnecessary tests.  Everyone is scared of being sued though.  Nobody wants to lose their job, so they’ll continue doing the unnecessary tests.  How do you prevent this chain of events?  Create a standard through evidence-based medicine.  If that’s where they say we’re headed in healthcare, lets make standards.  Of course there are exceptions to all these rules, but if a 35 yo patient arrives to the ER with chest pain for 3 weeks…don’t just shotgun her with all sorts of tests.  If she already rules out for an MI, and her D-dimer, CBC, CMP, and other markers are completely normal…you can’t just expose her to radiation.  She’s 35, within her childbearing years!  Teratogenicity anyone?

I really enjoy being in of the hospital and my exposure to PEOPLE.  Not just patient’s, but people who call me the “101 question girl” or smile at me in the hallway.  It’s a great feeling…rewarding even… to have gained all of this respect just by putting on my white coat.  The difference between me and some of the other PAs I work with is they hold rapport among everyone they work with, so their coats just mean they have pockets.

I want pockets with a flip book on the left.  Soon enough, I know.  :)

April 18th, 2010

It’s Been a Long Time Marzy

As the days and weeks quickly past, I become even more aware that in less than 45 days I’ll be around patients.  I can see the light at the end of the tunnel!  I have to admit; I’m excited…but scared….All I know is that I’m ready to leave my seat in the PA room.  (Partially because I’m getting a seat imprint)

So about a week ago we received our rotation tracks, which made finding an apartment more of a priority.  If everything works out, my roommates and I will be living in Kew Gardens, NY!  It’s a really quick subway ride into the city and it’s close to a bunch of hospitals in the Queens/Nassau area.  You’ll hear all the details of the place if I receive a phone call on May 1st.  (2 balconies!  Sorry couldn’t resist!)

The following is my rotation track:

Medicine –> Geriatrics –> BREAK –> Psychiatry –> Medicine Preceptorship –> OB –> BREAK –> Emergency Med –> Pediatrics Preceptorship –> BREAK –> Ortho –>Surgery –> BREAK –> Elective

I like the progression of all my rotations.  If it were music, I’d draw a crescendo.  Most of the rotations are 5 weeks long, aside from the 4-weekers: psych, ortho, and my elective.  I can choose to have my preceptorships and electives anywhere.  I’m thinking I’ll do my medicine preceptorship in Boston, pediatrics in California with 2 friends, and my elective might be abroad or some state that I’d possibly live in 2 years from now.  Who knows!  Before my medicine rotations starts (June 28th), we’ll have workshops to review our clinical skills like casting, EKG review, veno-related skills, etc.  Along with all of that, 2 weeks before medicine starts I’ll be performing just H&Ps at an assigned hospital.  I can’t wait for everything to start happening.  I hope I’m ready.  I AM ready to step outside and say, “oh hey urban village” instead of “oh hey forest.” :)

Well it’s bedtime, and tomorrows another day of studying before the downpour of exams.  Make that torrential downpour of exams*

July 20th, 2009

That’s it.

Today was my  birthday.  The big 22, the big alliteration.

You never realize how busy life has been until you’ve become preoccupied.  Overwhelmed by so many tasks, subjects or hardships that you haven’t had time to realize that oh-hey-today-is-really-my-birthday.  PA school is everything I expected…hard work.  My expectations are never exact, but they come pretty damn close.  I’ve been studying hard and trying my best to learn.  I genuinely want to learn EVERYTHING which is why I won’t stop.  I won’t even stop to complain about the material, perhaps you’ll hear a grunt here and there, but we all know why I’m here.  I want to learn.  I want to give.  I want to help other people live their best.  at their best.

Today was the 5 hour anatomy exam and it went fairly well.  I did extremely well on the practical and mediocre on the multiple choice, which really means I got 8 or 9 wrong out of 51 multiple choice questions.  That’s mediocre for my standards because honestly, I want to be the best for my future patients.  This is probably wishful thinking, but I want to be comfortable when I’m working with people who truly look to me for answers.  My responses will OVERRIDE webmd.  I need to realize though, that it’s not just about the grade.  It’s more than that.  My work ethic is fantastic and that will eventually get me far.   I am genuine.  I am caring and want to give, give, give.  I do become greedy at times, but don’t we all?  I’m positive that who I am inside will eventually lead me to great places, but it’s something that I need to truly understand and get comfortable with because right now I’m just self-conscious or…just nervous.

I’ve been having a fantastic time here in NY.  I’ve made friends and feel connected with a body of people who share most of my interests.  Although we’re all different ages, we’re all at the same stage in our life and that’s what makes everything perfect.  We celebrated by going to Village Way for dinner.  Fantastic dinner.  Afterwards, we headed over to the Irish pub where many of my other PA studets.  I do miss my friends though… so this one goes out to all those back in Maryland.  I hope to see all of you soon.  It says something when I’m thinking about you guys on my birthday.

Yup.

June 29th, 2009

First Day

Orientation for the Health Technology and Management school was today.  Students from the PT, OT, Respiratory Care, Clinical Laboratory Sciences, and PA programs met up for a rather enthusiastic introduction to the school.  It was a long day of orienting, but I had the chance to interact with people from other programs, which was pretty sweet.  I’m all for meeting new people.  Through the long, boring subjects like changes to HIPAA under Obama, I wish that I had a sodoku puzzle to solve.  I WAS a good listener though, and paid attention to everything.  Yay for me.  It’s kind of ridiuclous, although necessary, the new laws they are enforcing.  For example, if you provide patient information to anyone outside of the healthare field, you WILL be fined 1.4 million.  That’s not all.  You also will be in prison for 20+ years.  If you accidentally drop a piece of patient information on the floor, you’ll be charged $200 for each piece of info on the paper.  Redic.  Anyways, it was interesting and I want to check out the new laws that will go into effect in August.  After the huge orientation, we broke off for the catered lunch.  I love free food.  We get free Long Island bagels tomorrow.  YESSS!  Anyways, after food, we had the Fish! Philosophy presentation.  Let it be known, I have seen >4 presentations of this already.  Aside from the LONG 2 hour Fish!  presentation, I was very productive.  I set up my checking account with the Federal Credit Union on campus.  I bought my scrubs, core concepts book, and dissection tools.  Yay for productivity!  Alright, I just wanted to give you all an overview of my day.  Hopefully, I’ll be more consistent with my entries in the future.  :)

Summary:  Great day!